The Doctor (
rude_not_ginger) wrote2011-08-31 11:04 pm
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Follows this.
He was quite pleased with the Master's development. He'd learned how to behave, for the most part. Oh, he was hardly the most agreeable of companions, but he wouldn't want the Master to be agreeable. He wanted him to be the Master. He wanted him to be there, part of his world.
Over the week that followed, the quiet drumming in his mind that insisted that the Master had to live at all costs had quieted, the part of him that was the Doctor apparently sated with the Master's presence. The Valeyard was pleased with it, too. He remembered why he was so fond of his old enemy. He posed a challenge.
He was challenged with frustration and irritation and glorious success. Things were going better than planned, and now with the traitor out of the way, he'd be able to do so much more.
The week went by wonderfully. He felt the first tremor of exhaustion run through him and he believed that he might sleep well for the first time since the Master came back into his life.
He was quite pleased with the Master's development. He'd learned how to behave, for the most part. Oh, he was hardly the most agreeable of companions, but he wouldn't want the Master to be agreeable. He wanted him to be the Master. He wanted him to be there, part of his world.
Over the week that followed, the quiet drumming in his mind that insisted that the Master had to live at all costs had quieted, the part of him that was the Doctor apparently sated with the Master's presence. The Valeyard was pleased with it, too. He remembered why he was so fond of his old enemy. He posed a challenge.
He was challenged with frustration and irritation and glorious success. Things were going better than planned, and now with the traitor out of the way, he'd be able to do so much more.
The week went by wonderfully. He felt the first tremor of exhaustion run through him and he believed that he might sleep well for the first time since the Master came back into his life.
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The guards on the ship were subdued yet tense, a steady thrum of fear pulsed through all aboard (save the Master), making the air seem to ripple around them as if it were a living thing. It might have thrilled him if he were not so intent on dispelling the cause of it. The Master could feel the sense of wrong that reverberated through the universe outside of the ship as well, it remained a steady reminder of what he might eventually have to do.
But that time was not at hand, and he took a small comfort in that. The universe was bearable in the fact that a part of the Doctor was still in it, he shuddered to think of a universe without.
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He didn't bother knocking on the door.
"Anything interesting, Master?" he asked.
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One could never be too careful, but his careful analyzing had yielded nothing so far.
Eventually he would test his own blood to check for anomalies, he spent a lot of time during the Year perfecting what was needed for a future resurrection, should it be needed. His right hand still felt odd without the comforting weight of his ring, but at least the Valeyard did not have that, so far that he knew.
"Not overly," he replied, keeping his tone neutral, if not pleasant. "Sating my own curiosity, really."
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"Do keep out of trouble, will you?" he asked. He was surprised by the tenderness in his own voice. He was obviously far too tired. He shook his head and immediately turned for the door.
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"But that would hardly be a challenge for you if I did," he said, mouth turning up slightly at the corners. It was almost like old times. A friendly reminder that he was just as dangerous as he used to be.
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"See you in the morning, Master."
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He wasn't tired, but he held some small amount of hope (a strange emotion to cling to actively after all this time), that the Doctor was once again strong enough to take control and bypass the security so they could see each other again. The Master shrugged out of his jacket, setting it over a chair near his bed, as he toed off his shoes and loosened his tie before laying down.
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"Master?"
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"I'm here."
He had to be careful. He had to be certain it was the Doctor, but his fingers tightened briefly on the cover of the book. The past week had felt like an eternity, it reminded him of older, deeper wounds that he failed to acknowledge at the best of times.
It reminded him of the weak child he used to be, that somehow seemed more prominent in his mind due to recent events. He was not prone to sentimentality, but he found himself slipping into it more often in the Valeyard's extended presence.
He found himself wanting, no needing, his best friend and old enemy back, if only for a brief span.
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"An hour," it said, and then the communication went silent.
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As he sat up to put the book away on the nearby table, his mind caught up with the brief message. Did he mean that they only had an hour, or that he would be there in an hour? He decided to take a risk, but remained silent for a moment.
"Where?"
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There was a sound over the communicator of a lock releasing itself. He was letting the Master come in, should he want to.
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He checked the corridor as he exited his room, making his way with speed to the Valeyard's. He paused, only briefly, outside of the door before going inside.
For a moment, he felt so much younger, he felt like the boy who used to creep over to his friend's bed in the night so he didn't feel alone. A part of him railed against the ridiculous feeling curling in his gut, while another clung tightly to it.
"How long?" It was hesitant, as he was still on edge from the uncertainty of just who he was speaking to.
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It was a black tie with a blue swirl across the side. It might've been the Doctor's tie, if it wasn't so dark. That was the Valeyard. Living the Doctor's life, but with a level of darkness the Doctor refused to reach.
"If I rest more during the week, I think I can have longer," he added. His voice was still quiet, he still conserved his energy. He looked over to the Master like a starving man looks at food. His oldest enemy, his only friend.
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The Master closed the rest of the distance between them, padding over to the bed in order to sit beside him. He reached out to try and take the tie from the Doctor's hands, it looked alien there now that he knew precisely who he was speaking to. It didn't belong to the Doctor, and everything in this room looked wrong, except for the man sitting beside him.
He wanted to tear it all to pieces, rend it to shreds until his fingers bled, as if it would help the Doctor have a greater stronghold. As if he could bring him back with the sheer force of his own will. He gave the thin piece of fabric a look of disgust, face twisting into hate before just returning to a kind of resignation. Patience, that was usually his strong suit, felt as if it were nothing in the presence of the Valeyard.
"You should try to do that then. Things seem to be going smoothly enough," he whispered, as if a louder word would steal these precious few moments from them.
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He turned his head, then, and looked over at the Master. He could barely see him before, he was so tired. The Doctor didn't get a chance to take him in, to see him so very alive in front of him. He grieved for so long without the Master. He couldn't fathom a world without him. But he was back, and it was thanks to the Valeyard.
"At least he did one thing right," he murmured.
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It was odd, hearing the Doctor say that. Odd to hear that something had been done right in the Doctor's eyes in regards to him. It felt agreeable, after that Year. How many times had he asked the Doctor if it was good?
More times than he could remember.
He kept his growing doubts on the nature of his resurrection at the Valeyard's hands to himself. Something felt very wrong to him, but he had no idea what it was. He took a breath, reaching out to take the Doctor's hand. It was a simple gesture, not meant to be anything other than it was, something only for the Doctor. Something the Valeyard would never have.
"It's good then," he began. "Isn't it?"
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"None of it is good," he said. He took his free hand and gestured to the rest of the place around them, as if to say that obviously he wasn't referring to the Master's resurrection. The Master, as in all things, was exempt from his normal judgements.
"We can stop this," he promised, quietly. "I know how we can stop this."
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"How?"
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"There's a room," he said. "56674D. Don't pretend you know anything about it, but if you can get the code for the room before the next time we meet, we'll need it. And don't, whatever you do, don't let him take you there."
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Mentally, he filed the room number away with all the other useful information he'd been collecting in bits and pieces. "What's in there?"
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He wanted to tell the Master that he missed him. He wanted to tell the Master that he needed him. But he knew he couldn't. He knew the words would be either hollow or painful once the Valeyard was back in control.
"I think," he started, putting the tie down beside himself. "That the more he thinks about me, the stronger I can be. We have to get him in situations where he has to do what I would do. Be it for personal gain rather than doing what's right."
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"He's more at ease around me, but he doesn't trust me by any stretch of the imagination," he started, pulling in a long breath. "I don't know what he might be planning that could be useful in that respect." He would have to wait and watch.
Perhaps something would reveal itself.
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He paused. "People I hated. It's not going to be easy. And it's going to hurt." He didn't bother explaining why, as he knew that would come out in time.
"I'm sorry, Master, but you're the only one."
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"You apologize too much," he said, absently. It was something he could grasp on to. "We'll stop him. We'll fix this." Somehow.
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