Jack breathed in and out deeply, trying to stop himself from moving back to the Doctor and kissing him again. God he wanted to kiss him. He'd always wanted to kiss him, he wanted to--
"Oww!" Jack called out as a fist connected with his face.
All arousal was quickly forgotten and discarded and he reached a hand up to cradle his cheek. His lip was spit and bleeding.
"What the hell is wrong with you?!" he shouted, but tearful rather than angry. "All my life I'm trying to impress you. I try and do things to make you proud, I try and be what I think you'd want me to be and it's never enough is it, I just can't please you, I just can't impress you! I make mistakes, Doctor, I know I make mistakes but I try, I do you just don't care, do you?!"
Oh God, what was he saying? He really wished he could shut up, and stop crying... what, he was crying?!
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"Oww!" Jack called out as a fist connected with his face.
All arousal was quickly forgotten and discarded and he reached a hand up to cradle his cheek. His lip was spit and bleeding.
"What the hell is wrong with you?!" he shouted, but tearful rather than angry. "All my life I'm trying to impress you. I try and do things to make you proud, I try and be what I think you'd want me to be and it's never enough is it, I just can't please you, I just can't impress you! I make mistakes, Doctor, I know I make mistakes but I try, I do you just don't care, do you?!"
Oh God, what was he saying? He really wished he could shut up, and stop crying... what, he was crying?!